The Warrior inside me fought a battle I almost lost this week

 I love Sidow Sobrino    Ever feel you are about to reach the peak of the mountain, a place you know you belong and have worked with all your might, passion and drive, and God is not ready to bless you with that goal yet. That is where I found myself last week.

I went to bed sad and depleted of all my joy last night, many dreams I had hoped for did not take off. This morning, I got on my knees and begged God for his forgiveness, after I looked around me and noticed that while many of the future goals I set out to achieve had not manifested yet, many others have.

The warrior in me woke up, realizing that I rather look back and say "I tried, I gave it my all." and experience the pain of discipline than the pain of regret. This isn't the first time I tried and didn't get what I wanted, at least not yet, but my patience was wearing thin, and I know it won't be the last time either.

Today the warrior in me is still standing, more determined than yesterday, with more scars than before, praying and thanking God before I complain, and while I wait, all I can do right now is realize that my job is to keep going, to never surrender. God's timing is perfect, I know in time. I will once again stand proud, victorious, celebrating my triumph. 

 

 

 

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